God is jealous for our affections. Colossians 3.

Colossians 3. Wow. Never really sat down and read it. Deeply. Well today in Chapel during music we read this. It spoke so heavily to me. So very deep to me. So I went back and read, read, read, & re-read it. Time & time again. It spoke to me differently every time. This is just a few of the powerful verses that really spoke to me very heavily, "⁵ Put to death, therefore, whatever belongs to your earthly nature: sexual immorality, impurity, lust, evil desires and greed, which is idolatry. ⁶ Because of these, the wrath of God is coming.^{[b] 7} You used to walk in these ways, in the life you once lived. ⁸ But now you must also rid yourselves of all such things as these: anger, rage, malice, slander, and filthy language from your lips. ⁹ Do not lie to each other, since you have taken off your old self with its practices ¹⁰ and have put on the new self, which is being renewed in knowledge in the image of its Creator"  Wow. Thats life changing for me. These last few days have been very rough for me. I'm just trying to take time to let everything sink in and realize what God wants from me not what I want. His will is far better than I could ever imagine, even though right now it may not seem like it. Yes, yes I know life is not always a smooth ride. But sometimes it seems like way more than I can handle. Like right now. But clearly God will never give me more than I can handle. So I am just taking it day by day. Knowing deep down that everything will work for the good of Gods will. In His time not mine. So thankful for all the wonderful people here at BCF that know just how to brighten this girls day, all the time. 

                                                                      Beautiful friendship :)