Who ever came up with a week off for Thanksgiving, then go back to school, then finals, then out for 6 weeks is sorry to say this but an idiot! As harsh as that may sound this stinks. Blah. I do not want to go back to both jobs and school. BUT I am a very blessed girl, and will not dwell on the bad. I will take it and run with it. I fully believe God has me the elementary school for a reason! Even though im not exactly sure on the reason yet I will figure it out sooner or later. Here recently I have started writing in this journal for my future husband. I love it. It gets so much off my chest, knowing I can connect with him somehow even though im not sure who he is yet. One day this journal will be a veryyy precious, sweet, and loving gift. The best gift that could be given. I start off every post with Hey Husband. P.s. I cant wait to say that one day. But in the mean time I am focused on becoming the woman of God that I need to be in a relationship. Also trying to become patient, and content with where God has me right now. Im here for a reason and need to become content with where God has me. I am not saying I do not like BCF, not saying that at all! Just saying I miss home so much. Leaving is so hard. I usually cry all the way back to BCF. & especially after being home a week! BUT I will enjoy it, I will make the best of the opportunity God has provided for me to have 2 jobs, and a to be receiving a Christian education. So blessed. On my way back to the college I heard the song "How He Loves Us" by David Crowder Band. Wow. Have you sat down and really listened to the lyrics of that song? If not, please do. Those words are so powerful & can change a life! Can any of us completely grasp and fathom how much He loves us? Its such a huge concept to fully take in. I cant even begin to explain all the thoughts that come to mind every time I hear that song. It blesses me & shows me a full new meaning every time. Yesterday the huge Florida vs. Florida State game took place. & wow. Never seen so much crap on FB. If the Gospel & word of God was spoken as much as football was talked about yesterday, this world would be such a better place. It really got me yesterday. Usually I just overlook/overread it. But yesterday I couldnt, for some odd reason. Well seeing as how I should be doing the homework that I procrastinated all of Thanksgiving break doing, ill get off and do it, hmmm later ;)
Such a Beautiful song!
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